Checking in

Moved into a cool new apartment over New Years.  That is keeping me happy. It is a pleasure to come back to. But work isn't. I feel depressed not sleeping well and I am tired. Oh, well.  Vague feelings of depression, not fitting in at work keep me unhappy. I know I should relax but, it does not feel that easy. Not getting enough sleep makes me unhappy the next day. Melatonin isn't helping. It usually does but this time it is making me fall asleep but wake up in the middle of the night with thoughts of not fitting in at work. Dragging myself into work and sitting there with nary a word with the coworkers is a challenge.  Makes me feel like an outsider,